prothom lekha ta tomar jonno

it's tuff..believe me...i m really finding it tuff.....i guess the biggest challenge for me has been to decide on a for my blog. Guess, what like last 3 yrs i still failed to do so and ended up writing these lines for "my blog" - wow!! dat sounds cool....to say I have a blog but really has no gery matter in this HTML page.


Anyways.......no more of shit......
why not something for the person i miss the most....and i would prefer to write it in bengali.........

mone ache sei....class 7 e jakhan pori takhan tumi boi mela te ekta boi kine diyechile....iti tomar maaa........boi ta onekdin holo hariye geche........kintu majhe moddhei mone pore.......ei dekho prothom ei mitthe katha bole fellam.....aage obhessh ta chilo na aajkaal hoyeche........hariye jai ni......kauke diyechilam,,,,r ferot pai ni...tumi hoi to sabtai jaano tao......nijer theke kichu bolbe naa jani.....last kobe je tumi chitihi likhechile setai mone nei...ekbar likhechile hospital theke......setao hariye geche.......na go sotti choto bela theke jatna karar obhesh ta ekhono ropto holo naaa......aajke jodi dum kore serokom arekta chithi pete partam.......ki moha hoto bolo to...tumi to abar bola jai na...dum kore dekhtam ekta email e pathiye diyecho...........

majhe majhe jokhon khub eka laage tokhon khub tomar katha mone pore..........hmm thik bolecho se to obossho sabar e pore...kintu sabai to chai lei ........bari chole jai....amar to seta hobe naaa. sei je ostomir din tomar saathe last dekha hoyechilo....tarpor theke aaste aaste prithibi ta na kemon bodle geche. tobe haan bhaggish attama chilo..noile aajke ghore bose erokom aram kore kaida kore tomake r lekhao hoto naa....pujor por jakhan school gelam..madam ra sabai roj deke deke katha bolto...tobe bujhte partam...je jaiga ta khali hoye geche dekhe sabai seta manage dewar chesta korche......pratham pratham bari fire boddo faanka faanka laagto.......attama chilo kintu ...sei je parke e khelte jawar aage ......time bole dewar lok chilo na to.........moddhi khan theke dadai ta chole gelo barite.....r dadabhai cuttack.......hotath kore spring er upor dariye boro hote holo.....majhe majhe mone hoto ei hoi to tumi baire choti ta chere bolbe ..."amake ek glass jal de to, uff! 3D/1 ta te aaj ke ja bhir chilo,...tar upor moulalir jam" - kintu tumi o ele na ulte.....ami olpo olpo kore faanki maarte suru korlam...beshi eksaathe korle attama dhore felbe je.....dadai tar saatheo jhagra hoto behala gelei.........tokhon khali mone hoto o thik thak cholche naaa....ei dekheco...eto boyesh hoye gelo tao 10 bachar aagekar kasundi ghantar sujog peyechi ki taperecorder suru....na thak r eshob katha bole laabh nei.......emni tei onek tension di r egulo bole sudhu suhu tomar tension bariye laabh nei........
amar to r tomar icche moto LLb ba Chef howa holo na...aajkaal tai ektu chart baniye katacchi..ei dekho emon kore bolchi je tumi jaaano naaa......sedin obossho raate ekta aloo r fry banacchilam barbecue sauce diye...tokhon mone holo...tumi eta parte na...bhebei...darun haansi pelo........sei je kulfi, rezala r kadai ta banate segulo r khawa hoi naa......ei dekho kadai bolte mone porle....arrey tumi jeta banate seta ekdom puro tomar version chilo je....attama banae ektu dry dry r .....onek din baade khelam mumbai te communicate 2 ofc e ....ki naam chilo jeno meye tar...p diye....purabi...dekho etai mone korte parchilam ..na tao kina tomar best friend er naam...tumi to r bhulbe naaa.....o ja bolchilam.....so o ekdin dekhi lunch e ekta sada sada dal er moto bostu niye esche jiggesh korate bole...kaddi....doi r dal diye toiri...taste kore dekhlam sei ek jinish...tobe tomar version ta khete bhalo chilo....ei AOL offfice e aajkaal abar ots khub dei.......prochondo baaje khete kore....sudhu atta gule manage diyeche mone hoi.......na khawa porbo suru korle r sesh hobe naaa.......kheye kheye ja baniyechi......majhe majhe sei dining space er janlaa tar katha mone pore......chair niye janlaa ta te uthte hoto...nandini di r saathe katha bolte :) .........

erokom jaa taa etokhon dhore porte porte nischoi matha betah hoye geche...kono topic nei...sudhu likhe chilechi...ashole etodin baade bhablam tomake kichu likhbo to tai thik thakche naa.......ki baad debo r ki bolbo.....accha thakuk....sensitive episode gulo pore bolbo....majhe moddhe mone pore haansi pai...sei je subhosree ke lekha chithi ta jedin tumi amar pocket theke peyechile class 7 e......r tarpor ranna ghorer darja bondho kore pitiyechile....ekta sotti katha boli.....raag koro na kintu....sedin bolechilam ota utpal er buddhi ...ashole naa amar e chilo...utpal bechara tomar kaache e jhar keheyechilo..amar jonne....ekhono majehe majhe seta niye katha hoi.......tobe tomar haat e ja mar kheyechi...ta niye kono katha hobe naaa.......record bodh hoi......na aajke ei porjonto thak pore abar likhbo.......kaal sakal e abar ekta training ache.....uff!!! tara tari ofc jete hobe...parle deke diyo :)